yox.. wah.. so fast... i worked 12 days le... left last 2 days.. and it's new yr le.. hahax... and i haven buy anything f or new yr yet..? = dot dot dot.. =( hahax.. i got a bad feeling.. 2005 is not going to be a good yr for me =s ha.. hope i'm wrong lar.. but it seems true.. onli starting of the yr.. quite a few things happened le? duno bah.. and.. tian arh.. can u stop fooling me... spare me bah.. dun gif me so much hope at a moment.. but took them all way in the next moment.. haix.. duno. and i guess some things are already chen le ding ju le... won't change le.. sighx. "u" are right.. but sighx. tt's me? haix.. things ard me are changing everyday.. and is still changing.. i dun wan to lose u guys.. u guys are one big good bunch of frens.. but there's just sth holding me back.. i duno what.. there seems to be sth tt make me feel blue each day.. and it's a dead knot.. but i guess.. there's onli one person who can loose it.. you noe who you are.. but i doubt you noe. and well.. ur mind is thinking of other things. i guess.. shld be him ba...? haix.. it's like.. i'm feeling what u are going thru too.. onli thing which is diff is that.. u haf the higher chance to get ur tree... but me..? i'll be the one walking out of the forest, *alone.. and i will not be searching for other trees.. cox i'm the dumb and stubborn 1... who is thinking of holding on to a tree who won't gif me another chance.. ha.. maybe time will help me bah.. or.. by heaven will.. the tree will fall in front of me.. and then it might help me to forget abt the wrong tree i saw....... but.. haix. nvm... no mood to continue le... -.- siGhx.. think i end here le bah... *for pple who dun understand what i'm toking abt.. it's perfectly normal =x* hAix.. *adiyos.. *miSsiNg dA wRoNg tReE wHo by now shld haf found it's own tree....* but no matter what... take care? be cautious.. treasure it.... *a forced face for u... " ;) " .
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